Back at it

The last few weeks have been very challenging.  I have been pretty depressed.  My marriage has been sucking badly, my symptoms have been bad, and I just haven't seen the point in trying.  I have just pictured fading away into the background and living out the rest of my life quietly and alone.   But here I am back at it.  Sharing all of my struggles with you, loyal readers and friends.  So today is the day that I take it back.  Today is the day that I am starting to try again.  It feels like I am starting from scratch but I know that is not the case.