Sorry I haven't posted in so long. I have really been trying to figure out what is going on with me. It has been so strange. My symptoms really got bad for a bit but now I seem to be coming back around.
I am really struggling with this discovery of the old/new me. I'm starting to laugh again (I mean really laugh) which is kind of fun but every time I do it I feel funny. And I'm starting to be a little bit more open and free.
But the strangest part is that my therapist told me that my eating disorder wouldn't work any more once I reconnected with this part. The other night I was sitting on the couch after dinner which is the hardest time for me and felt no urges to binge and purge. It was really strange. I told my husband that I thought my eating disorder was broken. It is still there but I finally feel like I have a chance on the road to recovery. :)
That is so awesome Robyn!!! What a huge blessing that it's broken!
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