Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Reactive

So this morning after waking up completely exhausted again I started to think about what I need to do differently.  I have been in a reactive state the last couple of weeks.  I'm letting what happens to me dictate how I respond instead of taking responsibility for my own actions.  So today instead of trying to go on pretending that all is well I am going to take some time out and reflect on where I am at.  Lunch break in the sauna at the gym I think.  I have to regroup.  I have been having so many struggles and it is totally crazy. 

So I am making this the day that I am calling a do-over.  Back to that April 1 goal.  Starting today, right now, going forward, I am symptom free.  It feels good to say that again.

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