Optimism Returns - Kind Of

The sun is shining.  I get to eat breakfast and watch Dinosaur Train with my little boy.  Then driving down to my dad's house to pick up a tree.  My dad is finally starting to accept that my business is a going concern so that helps.  Then a free afternoon.  I have Calibrochoa to plant in my hanging baskets and we are going to buy a new barbeque that will need to be set up.  Sounds like summer to me. 

But in the background my symptoms still linger.  I still don't know if I will be able to handle it all today.  The exhaustion of yesterday is still looming.  One foot in front of the other I guess.  I just have to remember to trust God.  He is the only way I can do this!