I woke up this morning just totally feeling bloated. And for me bloated=fat=bad=I could go on and on here. I know that this is normal. This is kind of what bodies do. Normal bodies. People who eat healthy meals and don't purge are going to get bloated occasionally right? But this line of thinking has never worked for me.
As I sat down to right this post my husband's computer in the background was playing Nickel Creek's "The Hand Song". Okay, I probably sound totally obsessed with Nickel Creek but I swear I'm not. Just total coincidence. Part of the chorus says "He was showing his love and that's how he hurt his hands." It just reminded me that this body (as much as it upsets me and frustrates me at times) is just flesh. Jesus died and gave up his earthly body and someday I won't have to deal with my flesh anymore either.
Wow. I need a break after that deep kind of stuff. Here's to day 7 of no purging. I haven't made it this long since 2004 I think.
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