Old Habits Die Hard

About two hours ago, I started planning a binge/purge session in my head.  It's great that I have had the ability to stop that thought process.  But it is still a threat.  It is so difficult to break the way you deal with circumstances.  I had to go to lunch with my mom and my sister today.  Although I have done a lot of counseling work around my family, it is still sooooo hard.  Aargh.  I came back ready to go for it with symptoms.  But for the last two hours with my son and husband I realize that I am breaking the cycle which gives me hope.  My son throws tantrums (over picky eating no less!) and I cope with them.  So here's to the good fight tonight!