Friday, April 9, 2010

Recommited

It has been a better day but I'm still feeling really overwhelmed with all of the stuff I have going on.  My job, my side business, and my family all seem to want a piece of me.  My husband volunteers to help but then magically disappears when the house needs to be cleaned or I need him to watch our son.  LOL - guess I should not be surprised by this after eight years.  I almost have the house cleaned and my little guy should be up from him nap soon for an evening of play. 

So tonight I have to recommit myself during the hard times.  Around 8pm is my major struggle.  If I make it until 9:30pm I'm in the clear.  It's only an hour and a half.  It isn't that long.  But when I want so bad to purge it feels like eternity.  When I first started running, I used to say to myself, "I can do anything for x minutes" to get to the end.  Probably a good thing to use tonight.

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