Over the last 12 days, I have been not binged or purged for 9. That is huge for me! And to be able to get right back to it after one or two bad days is a major success too. I have hope for recovery right now.
Last night was very hard. I wanted so bad to quit but I stuck it out. And I'm glad I did. But I totally willed it. I need to be able to turn to God in these times and ask for help. I know He is with me always but I have excluded Him from my eating disorder. Now I need to learn how to include Him so that I have somewhere to turn in the tough times.
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