Discouraged

So tonight, I just couldn't pull it off.  So sad.  I have always been so all or nothing about recovery that I know I will want to give up come tomorrow.  But I know that is not how it works.  I have to be willing to put up the fight to succeed tomorrow.  I may have many more downfalls or just a few but if I can't pick myself up and move on I will never be 100% better.