Saturday, April 3, 2010

Oh Boy.

Tonight was tough.  I have managed to make it through but it was tough.  This is seriously taking every fiber of my being to pull through.  I really just had to keep myself busy to get through it.  Fortunately, I have plenty of homework for my eating disorder support group to keep me busy.  After two hours, I finally felt able to let down my guard.  I really hope this will get easier as time goes on.  I have relied so much on my eating disorder for so long to deal with all of my stress.  I feel like I am rewiring my brain.

1 comment:

  1. You ARE rewiring your brain sweetie and it takes time. Remember this will take some time to get through you didn't develop your eating disorder overnight and you won't be able to heal from it overnight either! You are doing great!! Keep up the great work. See you tomorrow.

    Angie

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